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Chapter38
As soon as Finn got home she gave Jai some omelet slices and soft pear, she was using baby lead weaning to feed and so far Jai loved it and there had been no issues. She was working on autopilot. She just needed to get Jai organised and keep him entertained until it was bath and bed time. Then she would allow herself to breakdown. She didn't like the person she was today in the cells. She had let her anger take over but she was stronger then that. She knew after her breakdown tonight she would start a new day tomorrow and not dwell on the past.
Finn put on music after Jai was finished eating to distract herself from getting lost in her head. She danced around with Jai and then spent some time outside with Jai just laying in the grass. Finn made an easy dinner for both her and Jai and then got Jai ready for bed. She breastfeed her son to sleep and then placed him on her bed with pillows around him.
Finn moved downstairs and once on the last step, she collapsed to the ground hugging her knees to her chest. Finn sobbed into her knees. She cried for her mother, she cried for her lost childhood. She cried because she never got to be a teenager, she cried for Jai because he would never have a loving father. She cried that she didn't have an adult in her life that hadn't let her down. She also cried for the fact that she would be alone all her life because how could she trust a man to love her just for her and not what she would be able to give them.
A week had gone past and Finn had asked everyone to just leave her alone. She wanted time away from the club stuff. Myles was taking over Texas club anyway but they text every day. Zane and Sunny had handed Jarrod over to the other clubs to be dealt with. They had text Finn a few times to check on her and Jai but respected the fact she needed some space.
Nikora had handed Tama to his Tupuna and told her what he had planned to do with Finn. She was annoyed and immediately organised for him and and his kids to be sent to her brother in New Zealand so he couldn't bother Finn at all. Nikora stripped him of his cut in the MC and also banned him. There was no way he would risk Finn's safety even for family. His Tupuna supported him especially when he told her that Finn was the one. She and his grandfather laughed when they saw his face and Knuckles told them about the hit to his groin. They were impressed with what she had done to Jarrod.
Finn decided she was going to take Jai to the beach today. She had spent her time at home mainly in the week after her breakdown but now she needed to do something. Jai had never been to the beach before so she thought it would be a great day out for both of them. She packed her car with a small tent and everything she would need plus a small picnic for herself and Jai.
The guy Nikora had watching Finn immediately called him to let Nikora know Finn was heading out. Nikora had wanted to see Finn again but didn't want to be a creep just turning up to her house. Especially not when he knew of what had happened to the girl on her 18th birthday. He was going to just run into her when she was out. But she hadn't left her place for the entire week. Nikora ordered the guy to follow Finn and let him know where she was headed so he could run into her.
When Finn pulled up at the beach, she couldn't help but smile. She always loved the beach as a child but was now a little self conscious of her body after having her son. She also had a few scars on her back from where she was beaten. She wasn't going to allow that to stop her though, it was time she accepted herself and the person she had become.
The minute Nikora found out the Finn was at the beach he and a few of his members decided to enjoy a day at the beach. He organised his members who had been claimed and in stable relationships to come along. So he and 3 other guys and their partners with their children headed to the beach. Nikora hoped this way Finn wouldn't think he was a creep. One of the guys partners was going to meet them there.